"But for the Grace of God, there go I."

Lately, I've been feeling agitated/anger with most things. Not too sure if it is due to the cognitive therapy and pain management sessions or just tired of being sick and tired. Anger is a misunderstood emotion, and it is how I react to situations that is troubling me. I try to isolate incidents but sometimes feel like lashing out. Thankfully, it has been only verbally and not physically. Yesterday, I was grocery shopping and very annoyed with the lack of cashiers. Waiting 10 minutes to pay is… Continue

Actually, not that much too report. Health wise, I'm still struggling though I can now sleep a good 18 hours per day. My body is wanting the rest and I cannot fathom any depression. Otherwise, I am doing OK... I've reduced my things-to-do-today list to just one item! Waiting to see the GI specialist May 30th. I am thinking about getting my motorcycle endorsement. Always wanted to ride but never got around to it. Here in the Province of Saskatchewan, the learner's allows you to ride solo and wit… Continue

Well it has been a busy week. Tuesday & Thursday nights at AA. Wednesday & Friday nights SS functions. Last night we watched the movie, "Boondock Saints". I've seen it before though understood it more this time. Two Irish guys and their sidekick Italian guy go on a mission to clean up Boston's criminals. Our SS meeting is named after it also... Samson & the Boondock Saints. We rented the DVD, and I mentioned that it was on TV recently (satelitte) and lo & behold, later last night… Continue

It's been a week since my last entry. Though, not really too much to say. I've been very tired, even slept 36 hours straight. I must get motivated and push myself to get out more when possible. Sat on the deck this afternoon and enjoyed our rare warm weather. This week its' been either rain and sun... not sure if we will get more snow though. Must take off my snow tires. Usually, here in Saskatchewan, it's normal to have snow in May... thus, it may be a little early but, the all season tires wi… Continue

Praise God! I made it to church this morning. I spent yesterday mostly in bed and was up until 2:30 AM but, lo and behold I woke up at 5 AM. Enjoyed my 2 cups of coffee while reading and a bit of journalling. I enjoy getting up early. I dislike rushing in the morning and it's amazing how I am able to easily put things in perspective especially, when not suffering. Another bonus is that I do not have access to my computer as it is in our bedroom thus, nice to reflect, read and write. I enjoyed… Continue